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O! Kala niyo patay na ko no?

Namiss ko na magmultiply. Pano wala namang access sa office. At lagi naman kasi akong nasa office dahil kung hindi niyo pa nababalitaan... I LOVE WORK!

Sobrang saya ng pasok ng taon ko!

Details?

Reserved to my closest friends. uyy... nagtatampo.

Anyway, since andito na ko, wawarningan kita kasi mejo marami akong ipopost in the next few days. Nakakamiss kasi.

Basta sobrang kinikilig ako! At hindi yun dahil sa makapintog-utong na weather nowadays.

Sige kitakits.

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I'm gonna draw something really pretty, everyone'll shed a tear when they see it.

This morning I saw that Heath Ledger was going to be on E! True Hollywood Stories. How fabulous!

Some people automatically rule suicide as an evil thing. Well, whether it was suicide is still under speculation, but when people have substance abuse problems isn't that much like suicide anyway?

I think in his case, it was apt. At least he never got stale. It's just like Karen Carpenter. When there's infinite potential a sudden, unexpected death proves a great anticlimax but ultimately a greater ending.

Death was a beautiful development.

Darn that Michelle Williams. I just hope that whatever it was that was causing him to be like that had something to do with Michelle. I mean, isn't falling apart after a break-up the most romantic gesture ever?

Did you all see Dark Knight?

That sprung for me a million fantasies about Heath. And somehow his death makes me sure that he won't ever have the opportunity to reject them. Although it also guarantees that they will never happen.

That was stupid.

I miss being bohemian.

And having no care in the world.

I love everything that's happening now, don't get me wrong.

But you know, I kind of miss walking to places.

And contemplating.

And writing.

I've been off the blog for too long.

And so much has happened already.

I'll be back again.

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Masaya naman ako e. At siguro, sa likod ng isip ko ito rin naman ang gusto kong mangyari. Kaya siguro ang ingay ng batingaw sa utak ko nitong mga nakaraang araw.

Kung tatanungin ako, gusto kong magalit. Gusto kitang sisihin. Gusto kong isipin na sinayang ko ang panahon, lakas, hirap, para lang sa wala.

Pero ang totoo, nakakahinayang naman kung gagawin ko yun. Alam nating pareho na hindi naman talaga tayo bagay sa isa't isa. Siguro nahiwagaan lang din ako dahil kaya ko palang tiisin ang sarili ko nang ganon katagal.

Nagtataka na nga ako e. Baka naman ako talaga yung may problema. Kung tutuusin naman, hindi ako nagkulang. Pinilit kong abutin ka kasi alam kong hindi ka naman matitinag. Yun nga lang, nakakapagod mamilit.

At masakit sa dibdib. Kasi hindi naman ako pangit. HIndi naman masama ang ugali ko. Mapagmahal naman ako. Matalino. Ayos naman ako talaga. Medyo tanga lang. At sobrang bilis kung umasa.

Kung niligawan ko ang sarili ko at naging kami, siguro ang saya-saya ko ngayon.

Kaya ito ang gagawin ko. Babalik ako sa paghihintay. Hindi na ako maaatat. Alam ko na ang pakiramdam ng ganyan. Kaya hindi na ako mabilis mabubulag.

Salamat na rin at inumay mo ako. Hindi kita sinisisi pero sa totoo lang, grabe, nakakapagod ka. At mabigat ka sa dibdib. Pero kasama na yun sa lahat ng nagustuhan ko sa iyo. Sa lahat ng minahal ko sa iyo noon.

Kapag nagkita man tayo. Siguro mapapangiti ako. Pero wala nang kilig.

Sana marating mo yung gusto mong puntahan. At sana ganon din ako. Para kahit gaano pa natin kalayo sa isa't isa, paglingon natin dito, hindi tayo makaramdam ng pait.

Iisipin nating dito tayo nanggaling-- at malayong-malayo na ang ating narating.

Mahal kita.

Paalam na.

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100 THING YOU DON’T KNOW ABOUT ME

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Nagtataguan kami, nakarollerblades ako para may additional points for difficulty. Let's just say it was difficult.

2. WHATS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
random dead insects

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
crappy

4 WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
iba-iba

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
nope

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
money

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
asawa ko

8. WHAT is/are YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
the most important thing to me is free (importante sa akin ang libre)

9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
leo

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
kapag humid

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
sometimes

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
issey miyake pour homme

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
dark brown

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
in bed

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

pineapples

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
strawberry ice cream saka pistacchio ice cream

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
wala

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
i don't remember

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
i'm easy to please

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
no, sadly

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
wala

25. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR?
a vintage mini cooper

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
si buknoy

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a shih tzu

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
how can you stop?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
hugs

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
3

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

brunettes

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
6015898

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
wrong grammar

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE PHIL?
never

35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
geeks who are unaware of their hotness

37. FIRST JOB?
events host

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yes

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
butt reduction

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
para makablog

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my wit

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
switch back to water

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
space

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
some random guy

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
i wish on derek ramsay

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
wake up, thank god

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
cabbage

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yes.

51. WHAT COUNTRY DO YOU LIVE IN?
philippines

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
i'm gullible

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MUSIC?
i'm not embarrassed

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i'd be in love with me

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yes

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes, but not only in terms of the face

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i letharge, i'm passice aggresive that way

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
my asawa's room

59. EVER BEEN DRUNK?
many times

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
a stuffed bear that was bigger than me

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE
not a lot

62.IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU BE?

some beach

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
often

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
in college

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
my reflection in their eyes. hahahaha

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
doni, don, basti

70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
strawberry saka pistacchio

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
green

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
allowance

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
wisdom is found elsewhere in my skull

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
why?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
the keys on this laptop

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my sister

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
skin

80. THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?

Matter of time

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
stupid people

82. FAVORITE ALCHOHOLIC DRINK(S)
margaritas

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
meron bang favorite?

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
any water sport

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black

86. EYE COLOR?
black

87. HEIGHT?
not much

88. FAVORITE ANIMAL?
cats and siamese fighting fish

89. FAVORITE MONTH(s)?
december

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yes and sashimi

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
the dark knight

92. FAVORITE DAY(s) OF THE YEAR?
new year's

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
a shirt

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
a person who has a social life

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none

100. DO YOU LOVE ANYBODY?
YES

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kasi andito si josh hartnett

kasi marami ditong autistic

kasi sobrang sweet ng palabas na to



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DIBS!!!


I discovered him in "A Very Long Engagement" one of my all time favorite French films. And thanks to online movie streaming, I saw Hannibal Rising this morning and my gawrsh, he makes GORE so SEXY!!!

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Tonight, I know for sure that this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never felt before.

This last month has been really trying. And all of the people who knew about it have witnessed us breakdown and feign getting over each other. And sure, a lot of people tried to get in the way, including ourselves, but it's amazing how after everything that's happened I love him more than I did when I first asked him to have me. And he loves me more than he's ever had before.

The other night we were arguing, and we asked each other this question:
 "Why are you in a relationship with me?"

He didn't want to tell me, and I didn't know for sure.

And then tonight, I did something so unlike myself, but something that completely expressed what I feel and have for him. I opened my heart to him amidst tears, standing on the side of a highway.

"Mahal, if there's anything that binds me to you it's the fact that I love you-- without question. That's what's making me endure this tough time we're going through.I can't give you everything you want just yet but we'll get there. Let me carry you if it's getting too difficult. Don't doubt my love. You deserve all of me. Rest well and stop worrying. Open your heart to me so you can feel all the love I have for you."

When all else has gone wrong, there is something that we all can still do well... to love. And you may think it's not enough sometimes but that's because you've seized up and stopped yourself from feeling it.

Love is always, always more than enough.

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I'm going to give up trying for a change...













i have feelings too.

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Hello All!

It is I.

 

I want to tell you am fine... just busy...

I am having the time of my life... but a big red zit on my nose is telling me that in 2 weeks I would really be in the pits again..

But while it's not here yet, let's all have a ball!!!

CATCHA LATER 

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